BETRAYAL

"We have to distrust each other. It is our only defense against betrayal", Tennessee Williams.

True! True! True! If I don't trust people, that is because I'm afraid of betrayal. Of course it refers to friends. Frankly speaking, I don't have absolute trust towards my friends. I don't wanna get hurt. I'm just afraid friends will stab me at the back. Even though some of my friends don't have the potential to back stab me, I'm just afraid they'll be a silent killer.

I love all my friends, for sure. I'll try my best to lend my shoulder if they need it to cry on. I'll be their ears if they want me to. I'll be the most worry person if they are in trouble. I'll be the most saddest person if they are gone. I'll be sad if they're sad. I'm happy for them if they're happy. I'm apart of them.

But but but what happen if they silently don't do the same? They know your weaknesses better than your enemy does. They have million ways to hurt you compared to your enemy.

What I'm trying to say here, all my friends, I love all of you so please please please don't hurt me.