Thursday, March 3, 2011

STILL SEARCHING



Life is tough from the day my brain started to working and my emotions started to feel. All the burden on my shoulder are getting heavier each year. All I need to do is grow up and being rationale.


24 years of living is not enough to conclude about what life is about. However, the journey so far has taught me how to become a man who knows how to live his life. Yes, God doesn't change my life. But He did something greater which is giving me a tools and guide book on how to make my life interesting. Now, it's all up to me.

As my life going on so well lately, I still have something to accomplish which is career. What is life without job. What is job without passion. Until now, I don't have or I don't know anything about what is my desire job.

After high school, I worked at one of legal firm near my house as a clerk. I was very young and naive that I didn't understand about the nature of working life. I worked until late and my salary was only rm500 a month. After six months, I left.

For five years after that, I learned about new thing, met new people, absorbed new environment, understood new life, and I devoted myself as a student of Mass Communications at one of world class university, UiTM. At here, I grew up.

I did my internship at event company as Media Relations Assistant. At first, I didn't know if I like the job. But after I left the company, I realized that I enjoyed every single thing working as Media Relations Practitioner. However, satisfaction was still not there.

I was jobless for 4 months.

Then I joined an outbound call center as Marketing Executive. From the day I went to the interview, I knew it wasn't my soul.

Huh.. Now, I'm jobless again.

But from my little tiny heart, I want to be a journalist. Unfortunately, there is still no offer. Until now, I'm still searching my desire job so there will be satisfaction in the end.

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