I MISS YOU, MA!

Hari ni, genap seminggu tak bertegur dgn Mama. Tak pernah seumur hidup tak bercakap dgn Mama. Kalau merajuk pon, esok lusa dah ok.

Tapi this time, taktau nk describe macam mana bila tgk muka Mama. Sumpah, tipu la tak rasa berdosa buat Mama sedey. Org ckp setitis air mata ibu jatuh pun, kita dah berdosa. Tapi hati ni merajuk, sentap, terasa sume, ade sape-sape kesah?

Ma, I don't have a strength to tell this to your face. Just wanna tell you how much I miss you. I miss to share gossips with you. I miss to see your smiles. I miss how you comfort me when I feel sad or mad at something. I miss your food. I miss you.

I don't know what went wrong but I hope you understand why I was mad.

I was with you at the hospital and I watched how worried you were about Papa's condition. I watched you didn't sleep. I know how uncomfortable it felt to lay down on the floor. I know how you felt.

When you came back home, I insisted you to get an enough-comfortable sleep in your own room. But end up, you put the blame on me for some stupid reasons. I've tried to understand why you acted like that. But I couldn't find the answers.

Ma, this Mother's Day, although we don't talk to each other, I just wanna say I love you so much, I miss you and you're still the very best I ever had. I'm truly sorry for what had happened.